The Blog is Still Alive

While I was studying everyone was telling me how hard is working life, I find it hard to believe, what so hard when you get money at the end of the month? Fact is that, there's so much responsibilities and stress involved. If you've done a good job, people around you may get jealous and said you always 'shoe shine' and act as the manager's pet and if you did a bad job people would say you're useless and lazy. Also the money do come in but also do go out because of the amount of commitment we are bound to. 

In all life isn't easy. But still have to go on. Such a lame statement. 

Some people think that creating fear would raise the level of motivation however sorry to say that you must go back to basics go study the behaviour book, different level of employees performance is based on different type of rewards given. Of course people like me, you give me monetary incentive and equivalent I would be highly motivated but for those who is already sited high up, they seek for status and things that money doesn't pay. 

Myself, I'm always motivated if I have something to look forward which is holidays. Imagine, I've only worked near 3 years and I'm already getting fedup of the corporate world with the amount of politics involve, whether it's a large company or a small one, people just won't shut their mouth but gossip up to the roof. I'm one of them, I'm aware. 

If you ask me where's my current interest, I would say, I don't know. I thought I love advertising but in fact when I'm in it and the level of stress is really hard to cope at times. I guess I still love art crafts and designing stuffs somehow these gave me a sense of satisfaction of my work. 

Till then I shall blog again when I'm not tied up with forever unfinished works. 

 

Time to Start Blogging Again

I've started and stopped and decide to start again. Apologise for my "3 minute fever"-in chinese.

I am still looking for a new template, the current one is not good enough, one of the image is broken and there's no comment tool included in the html, I can figure out how to add but that may take me another month.

Anyone know of any good website for template? I prefer simple one than complicated.

Ever since I had Miki, my life changed. Weekends is always about park and lately dog outings. I search for places to eat with her and places that she's allowed to go. I brought her out to gai gai on Monday, just somewhere outside digital mall and to ss2 pasar malam - big mistake on that which is packed with people and I do not like strangers touching my dog head. If you're my friend/family or furkids daddy mommy I'm fine but not random people on the street.

Yes, my dog is very precious. She sleep upstairs in the aircond room

these day, ever since she whined and cry non stop and pooped at 2am that day. Lil spoiled brat is allowed to sleep in the room. She just refuse to be alone. Some what like a human.

Some of the photo that Benson took for us for our outing in Desa Park City.

She's faster than me for sure, look at those shoes on my foot

I kinda like this on how she stares

Do You Remember ?

Yesterday was just like the day that we've just stepped out of high school. Do you remember the day that we were in the hall, wishing each other on their journeys ahead. The days that we used to stood up and blurred out "Selamat Pagi, Cikgu". And every morning during perhimpunan that we used to make fun of our national, state and school songs.

The toughest days for me I recalled was during the Red Crescent day when I was once so committed which we have to march under the sun everyday for at least 2-3 hours non stop. That time, I look like a malay girl, people literally spoke malay to me when I go out on the street. Also during camps time when we have to learn skills to live in the jungle. I guess all this had done me good, making me a strong girl today :D
We left. We parted our way into college/university. I was once afraid, the very first day when I stepped into the class. There were no one I knew, except for one but I personally dislike her, so no difference at all. However, in no time we all got along and we became friends.

Do you still remember the day when we had to stand in front of everyone to give presentation during our English classes? I spoke horrible English then, I can never get my vocabulary right or even my present and past tense. We had to learn, everything including text was in English. We hang out at our famous spot on the 4th floor and that particular room which the aircond always appear to be faulty and we have to get out of there to get a gasp of air. In fact our dear Ms.Angeline told us "Just feel there's angels around you then you will feel cold" and Mr President HL burst out with laughters.
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The day we went through our tough degree days. We threw our mortar board at Raffles Convention Centre, with our red gowns on with gold hood. The day when our love ones see us on the stage holding the scroll (though that is fake) and we proudly accept while in our heart we scream, finally. Towards the end when the Chancellor speak "Now I charge you graduates". Those were one of the happiest moment in my life

I have really short hair that time

Today.
We are all young working adults in the working world while we look back on the life that we have walked pass. Significance. I am not sure is this the right word. We only live once in our life, once we let the time pass by we can never turnaround and walk back to where we started.

I admire those who have the courage to achieve their dreams in life. I am not one of them yet. I dream to be an air stewardess but I doubt I can stand long haul flight. I love to sing, but making that a career is a very different stories. I picked the greener side of the road to walk on a safe path.

Sometimes I do want to break through and walk the other path which the mist and clouds had blocked my vision. If I don't try, I'll never know what's ahead.

Second Chance To The Blog

I've started this blog, many years ago. Probably around 5years ago when I just started college. The previous blog were filled with many grudge, despair and anger. I've no doubt that all these still lives in my memories, they are really hard to be erased but it is time to leave them behind and move forward to future.

I am thinking, what should I turn my "new" blog into? Some famous bloggers write about food, some write about fashion & beauty, while some write about their own life. What do you want to see from me?

I think I would stick with writing on my life. Till then, good night people. Happy Birthday to Lil Gideon

The Start of A New Life

This is a start of a new life of my blog.

With o entries of History.

I wish to wipe them away because they're full of miseries.

Everyone deserve a second chance. So does my blog.

I've decided to keep it to the same address as the previous one.

Posting resumes on the weekend.